Bfn

It was a Big Fat Negative this month! I cant say I'm totally fine with it, but i knew it was a possibility and ive been trying for 3 years and 9 months so I guess I'm getting used to negatives by now. Better luck next time. As soon as this cycle starts, i will try again and again and again untill i have a baby in my arms. Thank you for your support once again. The 20 of you who asked me to add you on my mailing list is the ones i really know you care. Thank you so much for thinking of me xxxx

The dreaded Two-week-wait!

Im in the dreaded 2ww. Ive been doing this for 3 years and 8 months, so after a while you start to lose hope of getting a BFP, but hey, lets hope for the best! So the one follie didn't grow even a millimeter past 13mm when we went back to the FS, but the other one grew nicely to 20mm, so that was awesome! They gave me an Ovidrel injection to release the egg so we knew the exact time of ovulation and got to sort our business accordingly ;) Im not feeling too well- getting a bit of side effects due to all the hormones being injected into me but at least i know its a good thing. I also felt stabbing pains today in my right ovary (the one that didnt grow any) so im hoping it actually caught up and that i still have double the chances of getting knocked up this month!

Now they cant mess around any more untill the end of this cycle, so theres no way of knowing how the follies are doing... all we can do is hope and pray untill the 28th when my blood test is due!

Oh and by the way, the acronyms are on the blog itself, so if you read this via your email, you might not know a single thing of what i just said. And also some people asked about posts they made and wasnt sure if i get them- if you reply to the mail, i get it, but only when i log into the mailing list.  If you reply on the blog itself, i get it instantly via emial! Thanx once again for your support, it means the world to me! Love and kisses xoxoxoxox

On top of the world!

I am so on top of the world right now cause i made 2 follies :) They are only 13mm (they have to get to 20mm)and growing too slow, so i got 2 menopur injections to help them grow a bit, but i dont care, it feels like i can do anything right now he he he!! I am SO chaffed at my awesome ovaries!!!

So you know what this means?? If both of them continue to grow nicely we might end up with double trouble ;) i wont mind honestly, if it takes this long to get one, two will be even better. Either way i have double the chance this month to get pregnant even if only one gets fertilised! But dont get your hopes up too much, theres still lots to do and many women do this and still dont get pregnant. So, hope, but not too much ;)

Hsg test

So i went for the HSG and again, not much fun! It was really sore when they injected the dye but all is well now and i got good news, my tubes are open yaaay!!! So, one step forward and tomorrow they are doing a follicle scan to see if i got a nice big growing follicle with the Femara this month and to tell me when i will ovulate. Hold your thumbs!